All That I Can Say

I could go on and on. But i won't complain. It's pointless.

This week was intense and revealing. I decided not to blog and just live it.

I look at the clock and take note that the little red arrow never stops racing around that circle. No pause and no break.

I'm trying to embed this song, Untold Stories by Buju. ugh. It won't let me. :-/ ima keep trying.

At Exit, we went around chelsea piers and saw like 5 art galleries. It was so much fun. I'm thinking i could definitely live like this. As long as my friends are there to love me. lol. There i go again...heart on my sleeve.

Can't help it. But I know something from the way this week...month...has gone. Um. Mhm. Ugh.

I cut my finger opening the corned beef can with that stupid key! :-(

I'm in the Bx. Kinda alone for now. Waiting for my sisters.

And...I'm not gonna wait up. Why should I? >.<

Buju Banton Musik-Clip-untold stories
Uploaded by bamboosa

Yay! Buju! Untold Stories! Loving it.

Ooooh...

The fugees - no woman no cry
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No Woman No Cry- The Fugees (ft. Bob Marley)

Obviously the original is better. Duh. But...this version captures my heart too. Damn this video and all the smiles and voices...Lauryn is my homegirl.

Maybe sometime in my life I'll be a backup singer to one of my fave singers. :-D that's be amazing.

List of random things I wanna do in my life:
1)be a tattoo artist
2)ride in an air balloon
3)Sing backup for lauryn hill or anita baker or erykah badu or jill scott...just someone great...
4)invent portable lesbian condoms. (tiny saran wrap...lol)
5)have a baby or two
6)meet President Obama
7)impact the world as an intelligent powerful gay black woman. Word.
8)wear dark plum colored lipstick. just for the hell of it.
9)have a solo show at the MoMA or somewhere huge.
10)fuck a famous actress. :-D lol. just for the hell of it again.
11)live in Jamaica
12)visit Africa
13)live in, for, and of my art and my love and my music
14)cut my hair and watch it as it grows back
15)meet Lauryn Hill and kiss her hand
16)sing solo on stage

Hm. I love my friends. I say it so much but i would literally die without them. Everything is better when they're around.

Hm. ANOTHER SONG....

Lauryn Hill - Everything Is Everything
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Lauryn- Everything is Everything

I know the song by heart as if she wrote it in my head when i was a baby. :-P

Truly this song is some powerful shit and has words to live by.

Lauryn Hill - Zion
Uploaded by larsen42

just now heard this song by Lauryn Hill. prolly really old. but w.e

Called Zion. Love it so much.

I'm happy. Well. Not completely. But i will be once i get things together. I'll be fine without a lot of things. And with a lot too. Just enough.

Lauryn Hill - Turn Your Lights Down Low (Live)
Uploaded by Schutzengerl1205

Lauryn Hill- Turn your lights down low (live).

This song is amazing. Got me all outa my seat.

...Sooner or later things will come on time and the right way. I wont and shouldn't panic any more. I can't. So. Just chill. Have faith and look forward and reach up and move on. No regrets.