hundreds of miles

So...another convo with my dad reveals that he's afraid too.

About so much...he said that he's a naturally shy and the way he normally acts requires him to swallow it and step up big time...i never would've guessed.

I'm naturally shy too...i just haven't learned to swallow that fear and step it up...

I'm slowling realizing we can't live like that...I mean I was taught to think like that but i never really realized what it takes to do that.

It's not just going on a roller coaster so that you can say you conquered your fear...

It's going away to college not knowing if you'll conquer anything...If everything will land you on your ass or right where you want to be...and...shit like that...

At least that's what it's beginning to be like for me...idk about everyone else...really...

It will most definitely change once this issue is gone and I'm in whatever college I end up attending.



So...me and my girlfriend...goin strong and thinking long term...omg.

Never had it like this before.

Never thought oh my god oh my god she's just right while she's kissing me...



you're still my love...

Tegan and Sarah...my fave lezzie twin musicians..weeee!!!

I need a stereo. My room is empty and boring and sad without one...It's saying lahneeh!! I want sum muzak in my walls!!

I can't live under these horrible conditions!! :-p

Going to homecoming day parade...marching...hope seniors win the banner contest...ours is fucking amazing...

Hope I c my baby today too...then Im going to my dad by o.d. bus transfers...

We'll get there...

Just ate farina...love that shit...sweet and hot and thick...lol...someone's horny...

But.

Anyway...ima sign out...ntn else to say...just things to see and a person to do...

<3 ya'll