dialtone in my ear...

Say Anything
The Futile

I don't know anymore. I don't know what to do with myself.

Everyone...i feel liek i'm dying. I knew somehow that somethin was gonna happen.

I just didn't know it was this bad. This much. I'm not gonna let her go.

But everyones mad and i feel helpless.

Rat poison for dinner...pull the cord from the phone i am dying alone...

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO MY FAMILY? WHAT'S WRONG?

SHIT...

I woke up this morining, cold with my lil sis beside me.

This house is not a hellhole. It's filled with love...and that love doesn't come out the way she wants it to. Btu you can't choose how your parents raise you.

But who's wrong in this situation? Everyone i guess...

I don't even feel like blogging anymore...

good morning...