little pearl? fuck you.

so today i shopped and spent all a quarter of my bday money...the day just slowly tumbled downward to the point where i as crying for a really stupid reason.

but.

then again.

it's not stupid if it's my feelings. I gotta remember not to do that to myself.

To not trivialize what i'm feeling just because they might not make sense to someone else..and they sound stupid to me sumtimes...idk...ugh...

well i got cute sneakers and jeans and a shirt for the outing to MoMA...i hope that days awesum...

Tommorrow is a baby shower...i'm downloading sex weed by r kelly for sum reason...that is def not baby shower music...whatever...let it rock...

i love that fucking song...makes me fucking hype...and i need that rite now.

but i cant embed it because youtube is fucking stupid...



dickhead. kate nash. she's my fave at this moment and mindspace.

idk...today was just weird...i'm in a sucky mood rite now...

so...ima go rite now.

leave you...idk...

just fine.

alrite still.