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So...i found out what that silence from a couple of days ago...

It was the lack of a connection with my sister...

We actually had a talk about everything that's happened and how i felt.

Like i felt rejected from her and and the other VIPs in my life...because im dating someone thet didn't like.

Idk...i didn't know it would effect me that much...but it did...

It made me relly upset...so when i found out that she felt something like she was was being pushed out my life...i had to talk to her...

After the talk...I felt a huge load off my soldiers...like wow...i love my sister so much...

I didn't know we were that strongly attached until it was pressured...omg...

what will happen when we go off to college??

sigh...i need a mac laptop...camera status...



Starting Line- Need to Love

Omg...so...today was awesum...felt so special...

she popped my cherry!.............(meaning that i never got a huge stuffed animal ever...let alone TWO of them)

hahaha...i wish...so many things....^.^

I need some new music...sigh...still no speakers for my comp...

And.

No stereo to wake up to in the morning....

Only a screeching alarm clock that i had to MANUALLY change an hour early for daylight savings. Sigh...

Nonstop...

Last weekend was SO MUCH FUN.

Scary movie night with all the homies...omg...mad fun.

It was perfect...came home the next morning and painted for 6 hours...

Heaven.

And election day!!!

Tommorrow decides my future. We need that mortgage freeze. Come on Obama...Sigh...

(please please please win...insert kneeling down and praying...)

Whatever happens I'm gonna be crying...omg...so exciting and surreal...



Just Jack- Disco Friends

Im jammin to foriegn hip hop...lol...

yea...ima go chill i';; type more tommorrow.

Stay tuned for my reaction to Obama's election...

(insert more praying)