Bi-Polar

I can't believe she said that. She's supposed to be my friend and she wants me to take a boy to prom because it will offend christian parents.

WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK?

HOW IN HELL COULD SHE SAY SHE'S BEING REAL AND THAT'S JUST HOW IT IS AND IT WILL BE MORE RESPECTFUL IF I BRING A BOY INSTEAD OF A GIRL.

SMACKED ME IN THE FACE WITH THAT SHIT TOO.

SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE MY FRIEND AND SHE RUNS OFF AT THE MOUTH WITH THAT BULLSHIT. LIKE HOW DID SHE THINK THAT CONVO WOULD END?

ME SAYING OK OK YEA I'LL DENY MYSELF THE RIGHT TO AN AWESUM PROM AND TAKE A FUCKING BOY SO THAT THE PICTURES WONT BE "FUCKED UP".

HELL FUCKING NO. NO. I WON'T.

I'M TAKING A GIRL HOPEFULLY MY GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE IT'S MY PROM TOO. IT'S NOT FOR ANYONE ELSE.

as if i'm not christian. as if god doesn't love me too.

For real...the minute she started to say that i got tears in my eyes.

She doesn't even know how hard it could be and how lucky i am. But she just made it shady now cuz she's supposed to be my friend. I don't know why she doesn't think before she speaks.

It hurt my feelings so badly. I got tears in my eyes so i had to hang up on her.

WHAT THE FUCK.

And now i have a headache cuz dumbass kids in my room are screaming and carrying on about stupid stuff.

SIGH.

I was so calm a minute ago.



Esthero- Superheros.

A need to slow down.

Space out.

Be sweet.



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