swing swing goes the tangles of my heart...

is crushed by a former love...can you help me find a way to carry on again?!...- AAR (swing, swing)

I'm sitting here caressing the keyboard searching for the words to appear in my fingers and on the screen.

All I get is a smile. I wish it was enough to hold me together.

So...I've begun to not even know what I'm saying and thinking because I've said and thought it so many times...It's become blurred in my mind and my mouth...

Something new needs to happen. Can't wait for my internship. That's all I have that's concrete.



The All-American Rejects- Paper Heart

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that
I know moving on is,
Easiest when I am around you.

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me




AAR- Time Stands Still

Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breathe
Can you hear me scream

You thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
She's lost her will (she's lost her will)
time is standing still

He walks, her, home
Now he walks alone
The days they turn into years
The eyes they drown in tears

Can you hear me scream

The way we are the way we were
(It's just a shadow of what's wrong)
The time with you the time is stirred
(I love you for, so long)
The hearts they turn, they turn away
(she says to go please don't you cry)
Love lost was found, night turns to day

Time is standing still

...

I used to spin around in my room to this song...it's such an aching in my heart...i wish i could give justice to explaining how much this sing is to me. It's alive in me right now.

It's such a throwback. It's a mystery as to why when new things arrive we look back at the past and compare it.

It's not fair though...every moment should be treated like an individual.
For some reason I'm addicted to AAR right now...it's priceless heart on sleeve underground teenage love music...

"teenage love was underground"...where is that from....?