Piece of Mind

Common Market- Winter takes All

Why am i never there? To be in the moments that are the most special? To see the stars and make my own memories with you and for you? I don't even know who I'm talking to.

I was tracing this sentence on a piece of paper that my dad wrote music that i should look up. I didn't really look at it but when i did, it said life goes on.

Hm?

It was just kinda ironic...i liked how it surprised me and it got me thinking. I'm lucky to be so free. To have people to love. This is my belated thanksgiving. Because I couldn't concentrate on my life at that time.

It's just...I need to get up and out. I feel like there's a string around my neck and i need to get out of it. To run and run and run away.

But keep what works...



Meiko- How lucky we are.

Sigh...what does freedom mean? I can't breathe...in this place...is it my head or actually my home?

It will take time to figure it out. But i know that right now I feel...alone.



Beyonce- Listen.

But i need to be. I feel mute and surpressed but nobody else can help me except me. I don't even know if anyone understands me.

The person who's supposed to sacrifice the most for me turned the tables on me...and i don't know what to do about it.

But that's the first step.



Ingrid Michaelson- Keep Breathing.

"All that i know is I'm breathing..."



Ingrid M.- Morning Lullabies

...Also i want to end up with her. That's the thing...that never changes.