i am an endangered species

This song is amazing. My supervisor at work introed me to esthero. shes a wikkd lil grrrl.

It's crazy! I just sat and stared into space as the first few lines escaped into the airwaves...

whoooo....

AND SHE'S HOTT.

Hehe...anyways. Life has been interesting. School starts soon. Going to be hard and stressful. Especially with seeing the ex everywhere i turn.

But you never know. We might not see each other at all. That would be very unfortunate if we were awkward exes. I try to be friends with all my exes. It's just how i am.

I have trouble hating people. Even disliking them disturbs my equilibrium. Some people think it's strange. But. I can't help it.



What I'm going to have to do is be by myself for a while. Build up the self love and shit like that. Cause i feel like i lost some of it during those three months of drama and pain.

I didn't think it was possible for me. But then again I'm nowhere near perfect. No matter how much people think i am.

It's pretty stupid for me to complain about that kinda thing though. :-/

What i really want is some inspiration. I haven't drawn in a while. I mean something that's really really important to me. I need some paint and canvas or sumthing.



Lazy days frustrate me. I want to be busy.