Reptilia

So. The morning after heartbreak. It's good to have friends...I've decided to dye my hair green streaks and keep all the girls away from me...

(Never mind that one.) I'll just be smarter next time. Because i know I'm a fool for girls.

It started as soon i started dating them. But. Hey. Thats life. (I guess my life anyway.)



Stress is such a big part of my life. So many responsibilities. Babysitting what feels like hundreds of babies. Dealing with the crazy person called my mother. School. Ugh. I'll stop complaining now.

When i graduate i will go to Chicago. To Colombia College Chicago. I will be surrounded with art and nothing but myself to worry about.

That would be heaven. I just need to find out whats important all over again.



I think that inside each and everyone of us there is a need to be disappointed and fucked with. Or maybe just deep inside me. It sucks that we have to learn by experience no matter how many times we're warned and talked at.

I think it's because no matter how much you love or respect or admire someone...you only ever really trust yourself or nobody at all. (Tegan and Sara- My number)



Anyway. Things on my mind:
1. School
2. My sanity/My art
3. Getting a scholarship
4. My music
5. Money/shopping
6. Friends
7. My brother going away to college