bumpin tactics from the past: workin class beats

Sitting doing homework.

Feeling alright.

Listening to Common Market.

I feel like my vacation has been the most rejuvenating that I've ever had.

I'm glad I feel this way. Mad chill. Mad thoughtful. Mad secure. Ready for more life happenings.

I think it's because I had some time away from B-Town. A whole week done me good.

So school starts Monday. I haven't finished any homework yet. I'll be okay. My best friend hasn't called me back in forever. I called a whole week ago. What a jerk.

But whatever. I know how she is. I can let her be until she decides to call me.

And tonight I might go to a club. It would be fun.

The art of moving on. It can't be executed without the proper drive and will. I don't have any of that. I definitely don't intend to force anything that's not meant to be.

Dealing with different kinds of relationships has become my fave. Seeing how they change and grow is something that I'm blessed to experience.

This week I became closer to my cousin. I love her soooo soooo much. ROD Homie.

:-) And I met mad new peeps this week.

poppin parties are machines of fun and friendship making.



Common Market- G'dang Diggy

"Ideals are ethereal."

...I'm still thinking about whether I should go to chicago or stay in new york. I mean...my dad swears I'm "letting my libido" influence my decision. Nope.

I'm smarter than that.

"Yea I got desires but above those are standards. So I ain't always tryna to do what the next man does."

At this point, I don't expect anyone to fully understand because that's just the way things go. It's my decision but I feel responsible for a lot over here and if i leave I'm not sure how my leaving would affect them.

In a way I feel like if I leave maybe I would be an example for some peeps in my life of a leap of faith or like a role model for my sister. Maybe I'd work better if were closer tho.

College itself is a leap of faith and it takes a lot of confidence and willpower. Any college I go to I'll have to work my ass off like everyone (obviously).

But going to Chicago will be like being reborn in a new place. Finding new directions and maybe having new sights on.

...Now that I'm type typin about it, it doesn't seem like much of a difference...

Going home will be the greatest thing ever no matter where I'm coming from.



Cool Calm Pete- Lost

Lovin the lyrics of this song.

"Come on legs. come on feet. I'm just tryna make a little bit of history."

Type type later...jammin on...