but i know the heart of life is good

yeah...breakdown because of a breakdown.

two steps back...three jumps forward. I've never me anyone like her and i hope i keep her forever whether or not we stay together forever. It's just that crucial for me.



I'm starting an alterd book thing for my art class...it's gonna have all those little notes and memoriesthat i've made in school and life...and especially her...it's just seems so fun. i've never done one before so i hope it turns out really good. I wanna rip the page and glue them and paint them...and all sorts of stuff.

I really want to. Maybe she's right. We'll always end up together..that's beautiful.



sigh...im so mellow...funny cuz of all the crazines that was in my head a day ago...sigh...homework time...

pray that tommorrow will be good. hope i stay awake in physics. hope i get coffee again.