Today I had a really good convo with my girl zak and my sis.
We were just standing in lenox talking about how we all felt about senior year and (because we're connected at the brain) the convo flowed like beautiful...hahah. We were like... in the halls we don't even say hi or chill out cuz we just gotta get through one more year and we got all the friends we need. Us and jim...we been tight since freshman year. Just keep your shit intact and do what you gotta do to graduate and earn what you want in life.
Weirdly it all depends on senior year more than junior year in the long run. I aint plannin to fuck up.
Im blessed with a shitload of friends. I think that's what helps me get through shit all the time. They're always there. :-D
I love my life. Sigh...I really do. I'm happy to be alive no matter how much i bitch and cry and deal with drama...
I'm officially not from queens(even tho i was born there). I'm not froom brooklyn either (even tho i love it. MS! Word UP!). And I'm not from the bronx (even though that's where im like a bird).
Im from B_TOWN baby!! Weeee!!! I love it here...hahah...learned so much here. Met the people im gonna stay with for the rest of my life. And its where im...me. ya know? I can't explain it.
sigh...lemme stop remeniscing...hope i spelled that right (no spell check available).
hahah! ok ok...so today was really really good. I made my baby blush which was just awesum. I felt really good. no stress.
I'm getting used to the nonstop day. I actually kinda like it. It's what i need now.
I think my days have been tinted by the extreme lately. like im extremely mellow then extremely stressed then extremely horny then extremely happy...then sometimes extremely angry and pissed.
But.
It's all good. :-)
Awesum. Just Jack. <3
(I love you EV!) ;-)
kk type type late my dear comp. bout to go start my book! ya!
