not. cute. at. all.

i forgot for a second that I'm not a child. I definitely had a myspace update bitchfight...lmfao...funny stuff...ooops.

This bitch...wow....kiddie porn and all...I'm jealous? nah baby...I'm good.

I just know what i want. She needs to stop projecting cuz it's not cute. wow...i can't believe i did that. and where didit start? oh yeah...my headline...lany/j.b./wifey...then she put one and only wifey...she changed her pic to one of her many kiddie porn flavored ones...then said im jealous... "jealousy aint my style ho"...then im a dumbass. ha. good one....im def far from it you 1 cent trick...i got no time for lesbian hoetry rite now.

this is just not a cute situation!I'm not one to fight in any way for a girl. I never have except when it comes to this one...ugh...what can i do tho. i could walk away again...lol...but that never works. I want her too bad.

damn...doesn't take much to get under her skin...damn...im actually kinda sorry. I hate that i'm this imaginary bitchtitsluthobag in her mind. I just really want to be with the girl that shes currently...idk...ith.

Ew. we switched roles. But seriously...this girl better make a decison and keep it movin. Cuz its seriously all up in the air for me. I have no idea wat i should do so ima do what i wanna do.

but hell no...this better not go on much longer.

I mean i'm fine cuz i feel no shame when it comes to this situation. if she says im wifey then i'm wifey. but that fuckin word better mean something cuz it's been pinned to her also.

hm. hmmm?

I dont mind labels and names and categories...as long as they mean something. And goddammit...WIFEY IS NOT A FUCKING CATEGORY. its not WIFEY(S). ITS WIFEY. no plural involved. now wtf is up with that shit?

But. 4real......like...myspace wars?? chill.

I feel brutal and bitchy rite now. it's def fun seeing her mad. But it's whatever. I can live without it.

I just want what i want. But if what i want is a person then i have no control over shit. There is no "reel her in boys" she's not a fish on a string...or a dog on my leash. She's the love of my life who is taking her sweet fucking time.

I just pray that she comes back to me and only me. cuz i dont like drama wen its truly not mine to deal with.

"wats mine will be just for me..."- takin it from chrisette michelle





ugh. goodnite motherfucking computer.